What is life without your health?

What is life without your health?

One more step towards getting better

The third treatment with Entyvio went well. My blood status was a bit low, so I got that refilled to. Now, almost a week later I can feel a cold coming. You know, when the nasal passages begin to feel rasping and a faintly molting headache makes itself known. I had the same symptoms the second time I got the treatment with Entyvio. When you think of it, it’s not surprising. The purpose of Entyvio is to break down the immune system that causes Crohn’s Disease to make itself known.

The next step in my treatment is to learn how to take the shot myself but that won’t happen until July 2021. Intravenous medication occurs less often so I suspect that the dose I take myself will be milder than the one I get in the hospital. Hopefully, I won’t get this reaction when I take the shots myself. Time will tell.

Even if I get the symptoms of a coming cold the medication seams to work. I don’t bleed as often as I did before. My energy is slowly returning. I have been waiting for that for about six months. It’s exhausting having to rest when you take a shower or emptying the dishwasher. Life is on the way back and I love it, even if it takes a while before I am as healthy as I can be. I have said it before, I can see the light in the tunnel, it’s far away but I can still see it. That is an exciting and wonderful feeling!

Being grateful?

Be grateful for the small things in life

This leads me to think about what I am grateful for. The first that comes to mind is getting my health back, without it I won’t have the strength to enjoy almost any parts of life. I want to get our RV out for a long trip this summer. In a few weeks I will have another grandson in my life. He is to be born in the end of May. My lovely grandson will be a big brother and I know he will love that. Seeing and playing with my little heart is the one thing I am most grateful for. Having my daughter, grandson and husband in my life is what’s makes me live in happiness. They are the great foundation that I build my life on. Other things that I am grateful for is having four weeks of vacation coming, starting in July. The sun warming my face when I take a walk and living in my own house, having my own car and so many more things of value. The simple daily things are often not recognised and remembered but they are usually things that makes life what it is.

Have you thought of things that you are grateful for? How bad life seems to be at times there is always things that gives you value in life. It can be the birds singing in the morning, the taste of a cold ice cream on a hot summer day or just feeling the gras between your toes.

Inspired of my journey?

If you feel inspired of my journey, I hope you will start your own trail forward to find your way to your daily inner smiles. If you have any questions, you are welcome to ask them, I may not have the answer but together we might find some way forward.

See yaaa all next time and remember to find your smile!

Why? That is the question…

What do you want and why?

Ask why

I have been listening to a video with a Swedish man named Kjell Enhager. He has been coaching loads of people and businesses throughout the years. In this video he talked about a lot of things and one of these things was about vision and what you want.

Have you ever been asked what you want or what is your vision? Have you asked yourself that question? It can be tricky to find out what you want sometimes but one simple question can help you on the way and that is why.

If I would try it on myself it could look like this.

  • I want to earn enough money to have the possibility to work just a few hours per day.
  • Why?
  • I would have more time with my daughter and my grandson.
  • Why?
  • They are my world, and I don’t want to miss out on them.
  • Why?
  • I love them and I want to be a part of their lives.
  • Why?
  • I want my grandson to have lots of nice memories of our time together.
  • Why?
  • I won’t be there for him forever and I want him to learn what ever I can teach him so he can be confidant with his own choices.

You can keep on going until there is no more answers to the question.

If you ask someone else what they want and then follow up the question with a why like I did in the example. You just must remember to ask why with kind eyes because it can be a bit annoying to constantly get the same question repeatedly. It’s like a six-year-old child asking why all the time, you can see why someone can be irritated.

If you ask yourself that same question, try to be honest in your answers. Then you might find out what you want and why you want it. After that you can just take the first steps to get what you want and you might find your inner smile on the way, maybe even find out the way to live your dream!

Inspired of my journey?

If you feel inspired of my journey, I hope you will start your own trail forward to find your way to your daily inner smiles. If you have any questions, you are welcome to ask them, I may not have the answer but together we might find some way forward.

See yaaa all next time!