Finally, I am back!

I am on my way back!

Now I am on my way back to be healthy

It’s so good to feel healthy enough to start writing on my blog again. I have had a long time with resting, testing and vaccinations of all kinds. Now I have started a new medication (Entyvio). The old one had stopped working so that was the main reason for my health issues. The new medication seems to work on my Crohn’s Disease after just two injections.

My boss has been very understanding after being sick for almost six months. Next week I will start working a couple of hours per day. It feels wonderful to have the energy to even think about working, that haven’t been the case at all before Entyvio. My husband noticed the difference in my energy level the day after my first drop of Entyvio. Now I can walk in the same pace as he when we are walking the dog. That is fantastic!

Even if I have been sick and mostly just resting, checking out Netflix and other boring things I still find some things inspiring. For several years, I have wanted to get me a snake. Most of my friends think I am crazy for even thinking of that. For some reason I love snakes and then I found my dream snake. It’s a Ball python, all grown up. She was born in 2015 and around 120 cm long. The coloration is normal, but she is a 100% het for Caramel Albino morph, a very calm and nice lady.

That is one thing I can tick off on my bucket list. Now I just need to concentrate on the rest of my dreams. I wonder if I will get all my dreams checked off the bucket list. There is so many of them and it seems to pop up new ones all the time, growing that list. Well, I must get them in order so I can tick them off in the right order. How hard can it be?

Where to start?

Restarting the walk on my trail

I have thought of that a lot. What is most important for me and I think I will start in this order.

  • Start working on my ordinary job for a couple of hours per day and slowly get back to full time.
  • Helping my husband reach his dream, that is actually one of my dreams too, us working together. That is a big thing for me.
  • Working on my own future, getting something done with this blog. I have a page on Facebook for my dog in Swedish. I have been writing on that sense the year of 2007, I think. I want to do something more with that and I have an idea about what to do. It will be a lot of work though, so I do procrastinate a little.

My bucket list is so much longer but these are the things that is most important to me. There is much to learn if I want to get everything done so one step in front of the other in a slow pace is the way to walk my trail. The journey makes me smile inside and isn’t that worth the time spent?!

Inspired of my journey?
If you feel inspired of my journey, I hope you will start your own trail forward to find your way to inner daily smiles. If you have any questions, you are welcome to ask them, I may not have the answer but together we might find some way forward.

See yaaa all next time!  

The Secret

The cold sets in

The cold sets in.

It is getting cold and the winter will be here soon. With this cold weather comes the colds with runny noses, fever, and coughing. When this happens to you, rest will probably be necessary maybe some medications to. After a while you get better and you can return to life again.

Last week I got a cold after meeting my wonderful grandson that had a running nose. It stuck on me right away off course. I was home sick for a few days and when I got better, still with a running nose and some cough I could start working from home.

The Law of Attraction

Yesterday I felt much better and I thought this cold was over. I was watching a movie called The Secret. If you have not seen it, I can recommend that you do. Its about the law of attraction and how it works. In short, if you really want and think you deserve somethings in life you can get it if you truly believe that. I will tell you more about it later.

When I woke up this morning my body screamed for more rest. Mr. Crohn’s are on a visit right now, so I am eating Antibiotics for that to. Usually I listen to my body but today I did not. I went up and took my dog for a walk. My body was hurting and I was listening to a webinar while walking and the theme was about being in the now and my mind started to wonder, thinking of the movie, how you can get what you want.

My body was hurting so much so in desperation I just asked to get pain-free, feeling better and my mind was all about seeing myself walking there without pain and how wonderful that feeling would be. Guess what! It really worked. When I got home, I sat down and just relaxed for a moment and the pain fated away. I was feeling so much better after that so I even could work all day. My cold is still here though and Mr. Crohn’s too.

Power of positive thoughts

Ask and receive

I wrote downs some things that I wanted to remember from the movie, and I hope you can have some use of that information to.

Buddha said All that you are is a result of what you think.

The Law of Attraction will be the answer of what we think and what we feel. What we think of today shapes our future. Thoughts and feelings create our life so just focus on feeling great and the positive things you have in life. It is a creative process in three steps.

Step 1, Ask
What do you really want in life that giving you a positive feeling and a positive impact in your life?

Step 2, Believe
See yourself as if you already have all you want before you have it. Believe with your heart and soul that you will get it.

Step 3, Receive
Feel the feeling you will have when you reached your goal and got what you want. Feel that feeling with every fibre in your body and mind, enjoy the feeling of getting all that you wanted.

Close your eyes and visual that you already have everything you want, feel the feeling of having it all and then let it go. Focus on the good things you already are grateful for in your life, enjoy the feeling and let it go for the day.

A few things to wrap your mind around

  • Everything is energy
  • What you resist consists
  • Focus of what you want
  • What do you choose now?
  • If it is no fun, don’t do it!
  • FEEL GOOD!

I hope I have inspired you to watch the movie The Secret. If you are ready to receive the message in the movie, I think you will find it interesting. If not, I hope the film sowed a seed that can germinate in your mind and one day maybe you will be ready to see it. I had to see it two times.

Do you feel curios about my journey?

Learning, growing and hopefully starting a business that I love! Wouldn’t that be wonderful?

If you are curious about the learning, growing, and hopefully earning on my journey just follow the link, sign in and check out the video series from one of my mentors.

It was this video series that gave me hope of a better future. If it is this something for you just follow your hart and what your gut feeling says. It never lies to you if you truly trust it. I know it is not for everyone and that is ok, you will find your own way to success if you are willing to work for it.

If you want to contact me just use the contact form under the contact link in the menu above. Remember to find your daily smile, maybe it starts with that.

See yaaa all next time!  

Annas Chosen Trail